My name is Alex, and Im straight. Although Im just a little over 20, Ive always had this fetish for mature women, especially women about 40 to 45. There is something in them that I find really exciting. I guess thats why I kind of get hooked to them whenever I come across any mature woman. Sandra is 42, working and a mature woman who lives in the apartment in our neighborhood. I often fanaticize about her. I know it sounds kind of weird, but I cant help it. I cant express these feelings to everyone, but I have recently spoken about it to my close pal, Allen, and he says that its pretty normal and I should take it easy.
Well, I dont really remember when I started developing this obsession for mature women. All I can remember is that I had my first crush on Linda, the biology teacher in our high school. Linda was a mature woman in every sense she was good-looking, intelligent, witty, and easy to get along with. I mean, I would look forward to her classes in school every week, and even my private tuition classes at her residence. Linda was not aware of my fixation on her until she found my feelings in black and white in my biology notebook. Being a mature woman, she called me into her cabin just the next day, and gave me a reprimand which I still remember.
Its been quite a few years since I last saw her. Yet, my feelings for mature women refuse to let up. The good thing is about all this is that I have never let this affect the focus on my study. Now, Im pursuing my computer engineering degree in a renowned university here in Canada, and doing pretty well. The best thing is Ive recently signed up for a Yoga class to overcome these eerie feelings towards mature women. Im still working on it, and Im sure some day it would disappear, and, thanks to the miraculous effect of Yoga, I get this feeling that day is not too far from me.
