The 2010 Christmas holiday was over but the embarrassment of that day was still haunting. How could Christmas be connected with embarrassment instead of joy, happiness or pleasure? Here is the story I am going to share with you, my friend.
The whole story should start from the Christmas gift my boyfriend sending to me on the Christmas morning by a delivery man. I was extremely excited about that because this was the first important holiday we were about to spend together. However, my excitement was totally dropping after I opened the package, and the gift turned out to be a whole suite of sexy
lingerie. I was more scared than surprised by the lingerie. What kind of man would send his girlfriend lingerie before we got officially physically involved?
All of a sudden, I questioned about his charming character and his exquisite manners. Did I pick the wrong man? I was not sure at that moment and spent the whole day being annoyed. Besides, I had to meet him that night and what should I say to him? Thank you for your lingerie, it fits me perfectly?
Being agitated for a long time, I decided to call my best friend Liz. And she was just surprised as I was. She didn't believe a decent man like my boyfriend could be so rude. In the end, she told me that maybe my boyfriend was trying to send the message that we needed to move to the next step. I mean making love. That was the only reasonable explanation. Thinking all over, I agreed with Liz but I didn't think I was ready for giving myself. And I would tell him at dinner.
When the dinner time came and he went to my apartment picking me up for dinner, my anxiety was on its top. So I decided to talk with him before we went to dinner.
"Honey, I have got your Christmas gift and I thank you for your concerns. But honey, I don't think I am ready to sleep with you. It is just too early for that step." I looked into his eyes and made my statement firmly.
"Sweetheart, what are you talking about? I haven't given you any gift and I planned to give it to you at dinner, which is a beautiful Tiffany necklace you want for a long time. I won't push you if you don't want to have sex." He seemed completely confused.
I knew him well enough that he was telling the truth. Then who sent the lingerie? My boyfriend and I checked the mail box again and it turned out to be the lingerie sent by a lingerie store, in which I was registered as a VIP member. And they sent the lingerie as Christmas gift! I was too excited to receive the gifts and didn't pay attention to the sender at all!
Later we had dinner together and I just felt terrible about this.
